Hello jackass!

Yes, you. How have you been? All good eh? I know. Why won't you be all happy and all?
I feel super bad for you. Imagine, you actually derive happiness from others' sorrows. Like how jobless can you get?
Reading my blog everyday? Good for you. You are making an effort to get to know me better. Why else would you dare to read what I blog? And on top of that, you try to hide your identity.
Who's the loser really?
And you think those lame ass comments will make me go crazy? Sure. I'd pretend if that makes you happy. Hey! Look, you have a less sadistic reason to be happy.

Apart from this jackass who has been trying to hide his identity and read my blog (I wonder why he/she does that, honestly.) life is going pretty smooth.
Unpredictable too. Find happiness in little things. Yeah, I'm trying I'm trying.
Last night I managed to pull an all nighter. Honestly, it was too much fun. I never ever had so much fun alone. Every now and then, I got up danced around and sang.
That I had to do to stay away from sleep. Good music, good mood and work. Sometimes, it's fun. :)

My life is a little crayon box. :)

Love.

Jackass O jackass, are you sad? Aww.
Why don't you go get a life instead?

Note to self.

o Accept stuff.

o Don't crib. How does it matter really?

o This or that?

o Don't take hasty decisions. Don't push people away when they're being very nice.

o There are somethings you don't have to tell somebody very very close to you. Take those secrets to your grave if you must.

o If you like something, say it.

o Don't panic.

o Don't trust people too easily.

o No dilemmas from now on. It's either this or that.

o Let go. Just 2 months more. :) You'll get out of this semester.

o Don't be moody.

o Sudeep isn't going to fail you. C'mon! You never flunked in an exam till now. Why would you fail in that subject? You're good alright?

o Don't stuff your new clothes. Wear them. :) What's wrong?

o I wonder why I'm so bothered about what people think of me?

o I miss the 'boyfriend' Sai like crazy. The 'friend' Sai is well, okay. Nevermind.

o I don't trust myself.


:)

Yay!

I feel good. Little things do irritate me but yeah who cares? :)
Expectations are increasing. Why do I expect everything to be perfect? Hasn't the world taught us that nothing's perfect? But then, I want everything to be perfect.
Perfect mornings, perfect breakfast, perfect classes, perfect people, perfect guy, perfect moments, perfect thoughts, etc.

I'm obsessed. Yeah? Cool with me. :)

That's all for now.

Love.

What is this?

Sometimes all I feel like doing is, SCREAM. Scream at the person who spoils my freaking mood. Wasn't today's morning so awesome? Bah.
I hate this.

Reason 1: I'm angry. Why? My attitude.
Reason 2: You. Why the hell can't you stop being a wuss?
Reason 3: I don't know what I wanna do next.

I don't know why I end up cursing so much. I'm a very happy person outside. This is where all my negative feelings rush out. I think it is good in a way.

Exams from Wednesday. Finish your freaking assignments first. Stop depending on people to push you.

I'm sleepy. I wanna do well. Really.

Peace.

Outbursts

I'm tired of asking 'how?'. I wanna ask 'why?' every time they teach me something here.
From when have I started having headaches?
Now. 4 and a half hours and still going strong. Wow.

I wanna do so many things. Many as in TOO many.
On top of that, Mom thinks I pretend to be happy. What's wrong with people? I'm happy. It's okay. Stop worrying too much about me. I'm fed up.

I don't want to do this.

My head is going to split into two pieces. This is one of the killer headaches Sai keeps having I guess?

Never mind.

Love.

Stunned.

I really don't know what to say. Why don't things always turn out to be the way I want?

Awesome. I guess I asked for it then?

Let's see.

Hunny bunny feelings!

And here I am! Back to my normal life. The same hostel room (with a new bed btw), the same insane college, the same classmates, the same old last bench and the same old laptop. My senior citizen laptop. What would I do without you baby? :\

So. Yeah. Too many things on my mind. :P Happy stuff obviously.
I can't hold this anymore. Sai, you have no idea how freaking happy I am. Like NO idea. Yeah, I know. It is perfectly fine if you freak out. Cause seriously, I never knew how it would be if the guy you're crazy about sends you a BIG something all the way from sand land. :)

You made my day. Thank you so so much. What more can I ask for?
I wanna write so much. But you know what? Somethings in life are best kept as secrets.

My laptop sucks. I need to clean my room. Saiganu, you're awesome.

Snigdha, stop being so dramatic and random.


Love.