Thursday, September 11, 2008

The end of the world?

"The earth's going to blast!!" was the first thing I heard when my kiddo-sister woke me up.
Strange, I thought. Though I didn't believe a word of what she said, I always wanted to be the last one alive to see the remains of this planet. I know, Impossible.
The best part is, an end could also be the beginning of something. The same day our class bugged the physics lecturer to explain how exactly the "Big-Bang" experiment works. By the end of the class, I knew 2 things. 1-The process and how the experiment would be conducted.(yes, it is not that dangerous to wipe out life on earth.)
2- The class would be divided. (: no connection I know!)
That was seriously the "big-bang" nobody expected. The excitement about the experiment, the anxiety, the fear of dying (lol!) , everything vanished for a while when suddenly this lady-in-charge walks into the class, clutching a piece of paper, and began reading out names!
Uh...15 kids who scored well in the previous exams were separated from the rest of us. (o.k I know I should have worked pretty seriously!)
They put us in this crowded classroom, a pretty sick one, which includes a few sickos, cobwebs on the corners, dust on benches showing nobody sat over there for ages, and yeah broken window panes on the floor!
Oh yeah. A place where one cannot survive without bitching!
Two things were very disturbing. One was the classroom and the other was this gloom on the faces of my friends.
Why are we humans so attached to emotions ? Why don't we take things as they come to us? Why do we say '' I don't care'' and still cry deep inside? Why do we appear as if nothing happened even though we are struggling to remain stable inside? lastly, why do we act like we are appreciating someone totally, even though we are biting our heart inside? Why do we pretend?
Why?
That was it!
Two of my friends left to that class. One was a hard worker, totally chilled and fun to be with. She was the butt of all jokes but somehow found herself enjoying all the jokes. The other was a hard-worker, born with too much of brains, you will notice that as soon as you see him lol .
Though I was closer to this brainy guy, I somehow didn't want the other one to go. She was fun.
Now, as we are all sure we will survive, even though the experiment was started almost like 31 hours earlier I still didn't recover from the bang I faced the other day at college.
Why did they shuffle us? Why did they prevent us from talking to them? Why are they so insane?

Is this discrimination? What sort of?

Anyway, this surely can't be the end of life. Obviously it is a new beginning. Let's hope I prove myself.(why do I repeat this sentence always?)

There were a million questions buzzing in my mind. I don't know if that is natural but the thing is, each one of us has a different side. A side we never want anybody else to know. A side we hide within ourselves, but why? Because it could either be one's weaknesses or one's strength.

All of us have an awefully good side, we don't usually show. Why?

Why can't everyone accept the win-win situation instead of win-lose ?

I don't know if I'll receive my answers though I prefer knowing them myself through my own doings. Frankly, that day left all of us shocked. Reason 1: We missed our previous class. Reason 2: We were happy the way we spent time in that class.

Now, nothing seems to be exciting. Every thing is a bore. Why can't we accept change? :-(



I don't even know why I blogged it. That was the only thing I could think of, and that is the only thing I think of. . I miss that girl who was fun to be with. I miss lunching with my friends, happily chatting away. I miss fun! I miss my best friend.It isn't the end of the world right?I hope it isn't.

1 comment:

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CHICHU