Phobia.

I am sick of it!Why? Why am I doing this?
Why am I turning into a freak?
I am commiting mistakes after mistakes.
I am sick and tired of listening to people, telling me,things I listen a hundred times from different people. Stop expecting too much from me! I am neither a Vishwanathan anand nor a Roger federrer to be perfectly peerrfect! I am a normal teenager, trying to cope up with bitching,studies and frustration! Till today I didn't realize I had an effective way to tell the 'necessary' people, how i felt! So here you read,go and bitch your full and stay happy, and yeah..Don't forget to drop shit comments later and go boast about in the class.
To everybody i know, or atleast i think i know, stop telling me how i am supposed to change my attitude and crap,also stop telling me what you think I should be..Coz both of us know, I am not going to listen to your crap.
And yeah, stop bitching atleast after you read this for God's sake! You would get nothing from it, oh yeah, in certain cases, a few black eyes or sour memories of 'our' times together!
And for the so 'respected' people, I will do what I want to do.
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Did I ever tell you why I love linkin park so much? The lines in the songs always, mean what I want to say in short:
"Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored!"