I hate accepting I was perfectly normal,in the past few days.Loneliness can take you into a different world,where you realize there is nothing better than being a loner than stay around a mob of people who love putting enthu into your mind!I mean,I dunno how I tackle this,but it is an attitude problem.I love being a loner!I do.I hate being the one who is the joker of the group..or the one whose voice is louder than the rest,but the message is never transferred!Why do people pretend like they have golden halos on their heads,and bitch behind backs?And why are "those" people always one of your close pals?The previous two years were wrecked,all thanks to my college.And now once I'm out of college and when I'm searching for a "new life"...everybody think I'm "changing"! Yeah I am.I want to.I hate being the weird kid.I hate being the one who gets stuck in between situations always.
Why is everything around me weird?I avoid people.I hate conversing with them.I hate discussing
anything.I hate being around people.I'm loving everything I should be avoiding!
I just don like it.I am totally obsessed.Ahhh.Worst part is when "someone" is acting illogically possessive.Insecurity kills people.Bah.Please please..tell me this is a phase I'll get out of, in a few hours!
Snigdha.
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