Reminiscence.

Life's smoother. Funnier. And weirder. I am going to turn 17 this april. It's hard to believe, I've got out of my college and I will never have to go to that college again, except for collecting my certificates! Exams went in a puff. Things ran too quick. I realized the value of three hours, when I wrote the exams. Before them, 3 hours were enough to kill loads of time. Strange, Life's so secretive. Although, I've got issues to deal with my mom and dad, they seem so un-important now. Parents. Gosh. You can't live with them, you can't live without them! This has been my dialogue since a month. But, maybe all these will be long forgotten once you realise your destiny, after all..what are all of us here for?
Maybe, they won't pester you so much for studying well, or behaving well, after you've reached your goal? I'll keep the hope alive.
All these years, I've lived believing, I'd be perfect one day. I'll have people loving me, no enemies, and I'd do things my way. Little did I realise..that one day is the day of celeebration for working out like a slave the rest of the days!
Conscience. Has been my latest enemy. I've gotta listen to my heart or this.It's so powerful! I realise, I've broken a million relations, lied many times and lost people I adored, listening to it. Well, nothing worng in listening though, wrong when I regret what I did, which cannot be corected now.
I've started searching for happiness in little things, things we wont bother noticing everyday. A butterfly, fluttering past you, the smile people give back when you smile at them.
Parents have their worries maybe. But that shouldn't stop me from doing things I love and won't do any harm. Trust. That's the magic word to let you live without worries.
I am a lot more happier, cause I met my 2nd class mate, on one of the entrance exams. We were a bench apart, but then I had the feeling I met her before. We struck a conversation, and I asked her about her where-abouts. Man! When we dug up the whole topic..she was my friend! Gosh! It's so exciting to meet your friends after years! She couldn't recognize me..but "SNIGDHA!" the name of a jobless kid, who irked all the teachers reminded her. I still remember my school. The principal, is now in the 3rd stage of cancer, she was the one who loved me the most in the school.
I will be visiting her soon. Gosh! Nostalgic.
Like I always say, Life goes on. Present, is more exciting than the past or future. Live now.
------To get into the mood---listen to What about now?---Chris Daughtry.

love y'all.

snuggles.(:Pone of the best nicknames I've had.)