So am I still waiting for this world to stop hating....?

*What a song!*

Hello dearie blog! (Am I acting strange?) Well I should be acting strange obviously. With the twists and turn in my life...how do you expect me to behave? huh?

Could you ever listen....could you ever dare to speak your mind? only for a minute only one moment..anytime?


Of late I've become an hyper-depressed insomaniac...Can't sleep at night..can't take things easily..can't do anything else except think people all around me are waiting to ditch me anytime, break my trust and leave me alone.

Why the hell am I bothered anyway?

Cut my life into pieces...this is my last resort!

Lolz...if only you would be in my place you'd know.. anyway...it's like how a spider knows its web.
err..that was weird. :|

Anyway..like I was saying..well ditching, bitching, Attitude, and blah blah blah...you think I have time for all these? Well apparently I AM MAKING TIME FOR THESE!

I've become so numb!

Life's become much normal..I mean just a few days ago, I never even felt I had the other side of me..which could just stop talking, and could ignore people with great ease..and also work a little extra to improve grades.

Wow...I know but it's a shock for me too...till yesterday I thought I couldn't stop yapping and ignore people..and yes! Linking park is THE MOST CRAZIEST FREAKING BAND I EVER CAME ACROSS! I LOVE IT! Err...yes I did hate a particular guy when he told me he was Lp's biggest fan or whatever..but ..*sigh* I wish I believed him! lolzz..;-)

Anyway, I made some real nice friends when I came to the new class..err..but well umm..I wish I was not a confused kid..I hate that feeling!

And well now am considering to ...err..well do you think it's worth going back? That's one thought haunting me..umm you wouldn't know what am mumbling..!

But anyway..the gang kinda welcomed me back..:P ...and they seem to think am doing the right thing..thnx to you guys..even after I thought my best pals would not be with me..you guys still never made me feel alone..and..ahh.. :-) thanx a lot!

Well I always observed this! Just before I start writing my post..I am a real angry and frustrated soul..but..now? lol I love this seriously! All the negative feelings are no more there..! I seriously should thank Dad for asking me to start blogging! Thanks a loooooot dad!

Anyway..I'll get a hell lot of shouting if I don't go and start studying now..err..I have to anyway!

Good day!