Leave out all the rest!

I finished my practical exams thankfully.Today was chemistry.Okay. Screwed it up big time. If not for Dhaval and Lisa, and a girl beside me, I would have poured all the solutions over my head and danced on the table.My God! It was such a disaster!The external seemed to be observing pant pockets and lab-coat pockets more than asking questions on the experiment! Took away my cell-phone and threatened not to give it back to me. I tried acting cool, even though I was freaking out inside.I can't believe I had a nervous breakdown just before the exam started, which vacuum cleaned away everything I learnt, rather mugged up! Yes, I know, Chemistry is like hell-easy for you, but I fractured my leg and was in vizag for two months isn't it? ;)
Apparently, I was so scared after the exam(even after the lady with a bunch of flowers in her hair gave my phone back!), that me,Meg,Karan and Tej went to my favourite place, yes, C.C.D.
It was the first time, Meg and Tej spoke and it was also the first time all of us hanged out, well, we spoke about everything positively, until we stopped at V-day's plans. Why is there such a hype about it? Isn't it like every other day? Do you only need to tell your guy, that you love him only on that particular day? Okay Meggi I know,you come under a different case ;). Yes, we singles do feel left out on that day, but we can do something useful, in that time instead of accepting a hundred roses, from a wanna-be-romantic kid. Yes, Kid.
Anyway, we all pounced on each other when this topic came up. WE decided to end it there, cause guys have weird feelings for that day, and my species too has weird planning for that day. So, Let it be. And and and and, I realised. There are guys who READ books. Apart from a few geeks i know, I hardly know people who READ books.And, I feel awe fully happy, even though I screwed my exam, cause one such person, I know, actually thinks, understands and gives a damn when things are not fine with me. Well, when some people are biting your head to CHANGE, there this person who punches my shoulder and says "Be you."
And yeah, am a kiddo in the end isn't it? I'd prefer being a kid, to being a real stuck-up-nose kid, who only knows how to "Hmmmph" and scream when angry! And yeah, use the F word every half a minute and think it is cool. Well, at least now I know, you won't be loved unless you love yourself. My god, this V-day hype has seriously made me confess so many things!
Good for me, and good for people around me.Wonder how I become strong at one point of time, and crumble the next moment? Anyway, that's another thing i need to tackle.
Till then,
love y'all.



P.S: Are you my specie? Are you lonely? Do you listen to Beyonce? Go check: Put a ring on it. Will console you.Peace.

Frozen.

"You only see what your eyes want to see, how can life be what you want it to be? You're frozen, when your're heart's not open. You're so concerned with how much you get, you waste your time with hate and regret! You're broken, when your heart's not open."
These were one of the *ewwwest* lyrics in my list. But for a change, they are true.
Life's new lesson:Stop waiting for things to happen, make it happen, or don't give a damn.
Got me mistah?