Outbursts

I'm tired of asking 'how?'. I wanna ask 'why?' every time they teach me something here.
From when have I started having headaches?
Now. 4 and a half hours and still going strong. Wow.

I wanna do so many things. Many as in TOO many.
On top of that, Mom thinks I pretend to be happy. What's wrong with people? I'm happy. It's okay. Stop worrying too much about me. I'm fed up.

I don't want to do this.

My head is going to split into two pieces. This is one of the killer headaches Sai keeps having I guess?

Never mind.

Love.

Stunned.

I really don't know what to say. Why don't things always turn out to be the way I want?

Awesome. I guess I asked for it then?

Let's see.

Hunny bunny feelings!

And here I am! Back to my normal life. The same hostel room (with a new bed btw), the same insane college, the same classmates, the same old last bench and the same old laptop. My senior citizen laptop. What would I do without you baby? :\

So. Yeah. Too many things on my mind. :P Happy stuff obviously.
I can't hold this anymore. Sai, you have no idea how freaking happy I am. Like NO idea. Yeah, I know. It is perfectly fine if you freak out. Cause seriously, I never knew how it would be if the guy you're crazy about sends you a BIG something all the way from sand land. :)

You made my day. Thank you so so much. What more can I ask for?
I wanna write so much. But you know what? Somethings in life are best kept as secrets.

My laptop sucks. I need to clean my room. Saiganu, you're awesome.

Snigdha, stop being so dramatic and random.


Love.

This is 1.

I seriously want you to pack your bags and catch a train to nowhere. Anywhere but here. Please? I can't freaking take this anymore. Just vanish. Go away. Don't try to creep me out with your scary stuff.
No, I was weak. I'm not anymore. Just go.
Please. I have a life. LET ME LIVE IT MY WAY. I'm happy. Just go away.