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No. I want my normal life back. I do not want people faking around me. I do not want people pretending they like me. I do not want to be lazy. I want my friends back. The ones who love me and tolerate me.
What is going on?
Peace.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
The things that I do.
1. When I see my room clean, I do a happy dance. Yes, i do.
2. When the sky is cloudy and when rain is just minutes away, I take a deep breath and exhale and grin.
3. When the professor gives me a "good", I stay calm in class. But once I'm out I jump in glee!
4. When I am supposed to make stuff with clay, I love the feeling of clay spread all over my palms. I love clay.
5. I want to grow tall and pretty. Yes, PRETTY.
6. When I talk on the phone, I DONOT sound gloomy.
7. I love sportswear. Tracks, t-shirts, SHOES, etc. WHAT NOT! :O
8. When I go on a date, I dress up. I've finally learnt how to apply that shimmering thing on my eyes.
9. When somebody is nice to me, I'm extremely nice. When somebody's weird, I pretend to be weird too. I fail anyway.
10. When I tell my friends/family “I love you", I never look into their eyes. I don't. Even if I mean it.
11. When I fight, my first weapon-legs. Second- teeth.
12. I love it when people tell me they like my nose. That makes me like my nose more. (No, I have a complex. My nose is a little too long.)
13. I play tennis for fun. I'm no professional. Raghu Ram will beat me anyday.
14. I keep saying “I hate shopping” all the time. But take me to a mall and you'll lose me.
15. I simply love playing at Shrujan's place. The consoles, the Dolby digital sound and the pineapples! I hate you, Jackass. :P
16. I do not like it when people don't reply when i text. Even if it is some random question about the class, I freaking want a reply.
17. I love ice-creams. I love Pistachio. You have a problem with that?
18. When I'm irritated i eat chocolates. My fav chocolate is nothing. Although i love Snickers (yes, I eat it even if it has egg or whatever!), toblerone and dark chocolates (home made by Meghna Chabbria).
19. I simply hate meeting somebody who doesn't talk. I hate it when people expect me to know everything.
20. Yes, when I hug somebody I try to feel my right hand's fingers meet my left hand's.
(And that is why I love hugging fat people. I can hug them as long as I touch my fingers. ^^)
21. When I cry, I do not take ages to stop. I cry and stop.
22. I love it when I’m showered with gifts. LOVE it.
23. I am bored of McD's burgers. Seriously. I'm bored eating burgers.
24. I love the number 6. I do not know why. I've been having six in almost every number I come across. My phone number, my roll numbers (hey 17 is 7-1=6!), adding it or subtracting it, i get six. Hey wait! Am I on the 24rth point? :P
25. I love water. I could play in water forever. Oh, that justifies why i love the rain.
26. When I talk to people online, i love it when the conversation lasts more than an hour. In fact, Malvika I could talk to you forever.
27. I finally found somebody I can talk to, for ages, without struggling hard to think of a topic. Tejas I can never stop talking to you. I hate our phones, though. They die when we talk for more than 3 hours.
28. I can eat many things at a time. I can have Chapatti, almonds, rice, juice and fruits at the same time.
29. I hate the color pink. But then I make my friend's day if I wear pink. So once in a while, I do wear pink.
30. I do not tell people I have a problem with them. I ignore.
31. I used to read “St.Clare's” under my bed, with a torch in my other hand, in 6th class. That was because my dad gifted it to me a week before my half-yearly exam.
32. I pick books which smell great! I love the smell of my dad's old notebooks and my late grand mother's Bhagavad Gita. Iloveiloveilove.
33. My dad can beat me in any game except Uno. ^^. Damn. Cricket, tennis, badminton, squash, t.t, 'let's race', 'the first one to touch the door gets to hug mom first', etc.
34. I hate it when people ask me to delete a picture I just took because they look bad, even though they look normal. I hate it when people snatch stuff from me.
35. I love storing dairy milk's golden wrapper and writing my name attaching a “:P” in the end.
36. I love my fashion communication professor’s gladiators! Like amazingly cool gladiators they are.
37. I miss my fast track watch. =(. But then G-shock is hawwwt Tejas. :D
38. I love my left ring finger’s nail
39. I keep having dreams in which my classmate snatches my boyfriend away
40. My neighbor gives me the most amazing movies. *sigh* what would I do without you anna? :D
41. When I meet my childhood friends, I do a happy dance again.
42. I wanna go on a roller-coaster ride this Christmas!
43. One day, I want to own a Picasso.
44. People say I resemble a sparrow.They also say I look like Soha Ali Khan. I blink twice when they say that.And I love my nick-names. No one in the world could have such cool nick-names as mine. Snuggy, Sniggly-wiggly, Snigga-roo, Sniggy-poo, pumpkin, Joey, pinnochio, sniggy, sniggy-piggy, etc. :P Seee? I told you they're cool.
45. I love Dungarees. I want to wear them all the time.
46. I simply hate it when babies cry. AAAAAAAAAAH! Why don't they come with a mute button? (Yes, I was a baby too. But hey! this kid under my house cries every time I start writing my document!)
47. When people ask me to love myself the most and pamper myself, I end up writing stuff like this which makes me look self-obsessed.
48. I cannot go anywhere without my back-pack. I love cloud-watching. I can see dolphins, cakes and India. No, wait.
*runs out*
*comes back*
No, i see a hot air balloon now.
49. I kinda think I love myself more than anything else now. :P
50. I should stop now.
Oh yeah! That’s me.
I like this quote on one of my classmate’s t-shirt : If you like me, raise your hand. If you don’t, raise your standards.
Lol. Didn’t mean to sound rude. But yeah. Never knew I could write so much when I’m bored.
Love,
Snigdha.
2. When the sky is cloudy and when rain is just minutes away, I take a deep breath and exhale and grin.
3. When the professor gives me a "good", I stay calm in class. But once I'm out I jump in glee!
4. When I am supposed to make stuff with clay, I love the feeling of clay spread all over my palms. I love clay.
5. I want to grow tall and pretty. Yes, PRETTY.
6. When I talk on the phone, I DONOT sound gloomy.
7. I love sportswear. Tracks, t-shirts, SHOES, etc. WHAT NOT! :O
8. When I go on a date, I dress up. I've finally learnt how to apply that shimmering thing on my eyes.
9. When somebody is nice to me, I'm extremely nice. When somebody's weird, I pretend to be weird too. I fail anyway.
10. When I tell my friends/family “I love you", I never look into their eyes. I don't. Even if I mean it.
11. When I fight, my first weapon-legs. Second- teeth.
12. I love it when people tell me they like my nose. That makes me like my nose more. (No, I have a complex. My nose is a little too long.)
13. I play tennis for fun. I'm no professional. Raghu Ram will beat me anyday.
14. I keep saying “I hate shopping” all the time. But take me to a mall and you'll lose me.
15. I simply love playing at Shrujan's place. The consoles, the Dolby digital sound and the pineapples! I hate you, Jackass. :P
16. I do not like it when people don't reply when i text. Even if it is some random question about the class, I freaking want a reply.
17. I love ice-creams. I love Pistachio. You have a problem with that?
18. When I'm irritated i eat chocolates. My fav chocolate is nothing. Although i love Snickers (yes, I eat it even if it has egg or whatever!), toblerone and dark chocolates (home made by Meghna Chabbria).
19. I simply hate meeting somebody who doesn't talk. I hate it when people expect me to know everything.
20. Yes, when I hug somebody I try to feel my right hand's fingers meet my left hand's.
(And that is why I love hugging fat people. I can hug them as long as I touch my fingers. ^^)
21. When I cry, I do not take ages to stop. I cry and stop.
22. I love it when I’m showered with gifts. LOVE it.
23. I am bored of McD's burgers. Seriously. I'm bored eating burgers.
24. I love the number 6. I do not know why. I've been having six in almost every number I come across. My phone number, my roll numbers (hey 17 is 7-1=6!), adding it or subtracting it, i get six. Hey wait! Am I on the 24rth point? :P
25. I love water. I could play in water forever. Oh, that justifies why i love the rain.
26. When I talk to people online, i love it when the conversation lasts more than an hour. In fact, Malvika I could talk to you forever.
27. I finally found somebody I can talk to, for ages, without struggling hard to think of a topic. Tejas I can never stop talking to you. I hate our phones, though. They die when we talk for more than 3 hours.
28. I can eat many things at a time. I can have Chapatti, almonds, rice, juice and fruits at the same time.
29. I hate the color pink. But then I make my friend's day if I wear pink. So once in a while, I do wear pink.
30. I do not tell people I have a problem with them. I ignore.
31. I used to read “St.Clare's” under my bed, with a torch in my other hand, in 6th class. That was because my dad gifted it to me a week before my half-yearly exam.
32. I pick books which smell great! I love the smell of my dad's old notebooks and my late grand mother's Bhagavad Gita. Iloveiloveilove.
33. My dad can beat me in any game except Uno. ^^. Damn. Cricket, tennis, badminton, squash, t.t, 'let's race', 'the first one to touch the door gets to hug mom first', etc.
34. I hate it when people ask me to delete a picture I just took because they look bad, even though they look normal. I hate it when people snatch stuff from me.
35. I love storing dairy milk's golden wrapper and writing my name attaching a “:P” in the end.
36. I love my fashion communication professor’s gladiators! Like amazingly cool gladiators they are.
37. I miss my fast track watch. =(. But then G-shock is hawwwt Tejas. :D
38. I love my left ring finger’s nail
39. I keep having dreams in which my classmate snatches my boyfriend away
40. My neighbor gives me the most amazing movies. *sigh* what would I do without you anna? :D
41. When I meet my childhood friends, I do a happy dance again.
42. I wanna go on a roller-coaster ride this Christmas!
43. One day, I want to own a Picasso.
44. People say I resemble a sparrow.They also say I look like Soha Ali Khan. I blink twice when they say that.And I love my nick-names. No one in the world could have such cool nick-names as mine. Snuggy, Sniggly-wiggly, Snigga-roo, Sniggy-poo, pumpkin, Joey, pinnochio, sniggy, sniggy-piggy, etc. :P Seee? I told you they're cool.
45. I love Dungarees. I want to wear them all the time.
46. I simply hate it when babies cry. AAAAAAAAAAH! Why don't they come with a mute button? (Yes, I was a baby too. But hey! this kid under my house cries every time I start writing my document!)
47. When people ask me to love myself the most and pamper myself, I end up writing stuff like this which makes me look self-obsessed.
48. I cannot go anywhere without my back-pack. I love cloud-watching. I can see dolphins, cakes and India. No, wait.
*runs out*
*comes back*
No, i see a hot air balloon now.
49. I kinda think I love myself more than anything else now. :P
50. I should stop now.
Oh yeah! That’s me.
I like this quote on one of my classmate’s t-shirt : If you like me, raise your hand. If you don’t, raise your standards.
Lol. Didn’t mean to sound rude. But yeah. Never knew I could write so much when I’m bored.
Love,
Snigdha.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Self-talk.
No, it's not always right that YOU are right.
How in the world can you go against everything around you?
Shrujan: Snigdha.. not for u. Leave it.
Malvika: What's happening?
Sam: WTF?
Me: *no matter what, I'm doing it* Oh okay.
And then.. you realize.. THEY were right.
You're friends are the world's best judges. They can read, analyze and decide anything. But you, will be blinded by the faith you have.
Its the nth time. And people say, you learn from your mistakes. Where did all the learning go, Snigdha?
Why do you always end up irritated and dumb?
And THIS is what you did to yourself. The ever straight forward, happy and Sporty girl... Do I even know her anymore?
Snigdha you shouldn't have.
Snigdha.. Why?.
Snigdha, leave it alone.
Sniggs you can't be that dumb.
When you try to take control of your life, you better get ready to control the consequences too.
Till you realize that..
Peace,
Me.
How in the world can you go against everything around you?
Shrujan: Snigdha.. not for u. Leave it.
Malvika: What's happening?
Sam: WTF?
Me: *no matter what, I'm doing it* Oh okay.
And then.. you realize.. THEY were right.
You're friends are the world's best judges. They can read, analyze and decide anything. But you, will be blinded by the faith you have.
Its the nth time. And people say, you learn from your mistakes. Where did all the learning go, Snigdha?
Why do you always end up irritated and dumb?
And THIS is what you did to yourself. The ever straight forward, happy and Sporty girl... Do I even know her anymore?
Snigdha you shouldn't have.
Snigdha.. Why?.
Snigdha, leave it alone.
Sniggs you can't be that dumb.
When you try to take control of your life, you better get ready to control the consequences too.
Till you realize that..
Peace,
Me.
:)
Bitter sweet happiness.
Please please add more happiness in other areas of my life too, God.
Love,
Snigdha
Please please add more happiness in other areas of my life too, God.
Love,
Snigdha
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Ah! Taurean.
The Bull - Taurus
April 21 to May 21
Traditional
Taurus Traits
Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving
On the dark side....
Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy
What's with astrology? Why do I read the horoscope section in the newspaper even if I hate reading it? A few incidents occur and people conclude: Ah! Taurean.
And that was when I decided to finally see how "Taureans" act..I realize I am everything written above.
Am I really this?
I don't know if I have to apologize or chuck it!
Peace,
A troubled Taurean.
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