Its been a crazy time.You have no idea why I'm messing up. I know its gonna be hard, for both of us, but life will go on.
I'm trying to change and turn over a new leaf. take care..
love,
Snigdha.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Nift-part2.
Isn't it awkward when you're called by somebody..and they end up talking to the girl who came along with you?
Anyway..that's just the starting of my days here. Classes have started and I'm really not sure if they are really "Fun" like the professors say..or its full of woe!
I have pretty good room-mates..ofcourse..There's friction in the beginning, but well..You cannot help!My seniors(the ones who've interacted) are friendly enough to scare away my fears of ragging.Most of them are fun and cool! All this time,I was just hoping I'd find someone to hang around.In fact, most of the local kids hang out together and I'm well..stuck with "To kill a mockingbird" in my room. Sadly,I need to kill the mockingbird inside me, first.I hate it when I'm turning too conscious about how i walk,talk and behave with people.I'm half hating myself for not being too poise and sweet.And then..I realised..I don't need to be like the dolls! Well this debate still continues. Day and night.Never mind..Like I said, "woes never end".
However,there's something really nice about this place that makes me jump!They have a tennis court!:PAll the years I've missed out..I'm going to catch up with every ounce of fun i missed these 3 years!
There's a great library, with the most inspiring books I've always wanted to read.Thankfully, i can still access the Internet thanks to the computers in my hostel!
Things don't seem to make sense now..anyway.Why bother when I've got so much to do?:)
Nikhil made last weekend the best weekend i could have had!Thanks a bunch,nicky-poo!:)
And,oh! Happy Friendship day to all of you guys!:)You know I love you guys a lot!I'm so glad i have had you guys to share, care and fool around! Its the best feeling, you know, the feeling of being loved.:)
I should end right here..Or the person next might rip my head off.She's been waiting all this time for me to finish my blog-post!:P and the mosquitoes are a menace!GAH!....
Till the next one,Love y'all!
Snigdha.
P.S: Dear malu,
This entire column is for you. I know you hate me for not writing you one of those jhanvi's letters, but I've got an entire blog post for you.Well, at least the last part of it.:PYou are going to a very new place and you'll be all excited and happy.Just make sure you don't go off tracks and turn into some random chick we never knew, if you know what I mean.:)
We all love you,and we wish you all the best!Just study for once.:P
Take care, I'll miss ya loads.Every time i see our picture of both of us walking hand in hand..it makes me so nostalgic..The times we spent...The jokes we shared..:P (the secrets too!):P. In the end..we'll all stay in touch. Take care,(OMG!!stop it now!) road-roller:P!
MWAH MWAH MWAH!
:)
Anyway..that's just the starting of my days here. Classes have started and I'm really not sure if they are really "Fun" like the professors say..or its full of woe!
I have pretty good room-mates..ofcourse..There's friction in the beginning, but well..You cannot help!My seniors(the ones who've interacted) are friendly enough to scare away my fears of ragging.Most of them are fun and cool! All this time,I was just hoping I'd find someone to hang around.In fact, most of the local kids hang out together and I'm well..stuck with "To kill a mockingbird" in my room. Sadly,I need to kill the mockingbird inside me, first.I hate it when I'm turning too conscious about how i walk,talk and behave with people.I'm half hating myself for not being too poise and sweet.And then..I realised..I don't need to be like the dolls! Well this debate still continues. Day and night.Never mind..Like I said, "woes never end".
However,there's something really nice about this place that makes me jump!They have a tennis court!:PAll the years I've missed out..I'm going to catch up with every ounce of fun i missed these 3 years!
There's a great library, with the most inspiring books I've always wanted to read.Thankfully, i can still access the Internet thanks to the computers in my hostel!
Things don't seem to make sense now..anyway.Why bother when I've got so much to do?:)
Nikhil made last weekend the best weekend i could have had!Thanks a bunch,nicky-poo!:)
And,oh! Happy Friendship day to all of you guys!:)You know I love you guys a lot!I'm so glad i have had you guys to share, care and fool around! Its the best feeling, you know, the feeling of being loved.:)
I should end right here..Or the person next might rip my head off.She's been waiting all this time for me to finish my blog-post!:P and the mosquitoes are a menace!GAH!....
Till the next one,Love y'all!
Snigdha.
P.S: Dear malu,
This entire column is for you. I know you hate me for not writing you one of those jhanvi's letters, but I've got an entire blog post for you.Well, at least the last part of it.:PYou are going to a very new place and you'll be all excited and happy.Just make sure you don't go off tracks and turn into some random chick we never knew, if you know what I mean.:)
We all love you,and we wish you all the best!Just study for once.:P
Take care, I'll miss ya loads.Every time i see our picture of both of us walking hand in hand..it makes me so nostalgic..The times we spent...The jokes we shared..:P (the secrets too!):P. In the end..we'll all stay in touch. Take care,(OMG!!stop it now!) road-roller:P!
MWAH MWAH MWAH!
:)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Nift-first feelings!
College has started!
I didn't have any idea how it would be, if I stayed in a hostel.Its scary and fun..First day turned out to be little weird.Most of the local kids knew each other..and I was probably the only one left out.
Yet I ventured up to talk..and break the ice.
My voice has turned hoarse due to the sudden climate change..and due to the ice-cold water I had at Jahnvi's house.
Never mind..My woes never end.
My professor is a fun being..She mingles really well and has a great way of breaking the ice with the kids..the other professor is not-so-awesome but she's a little weird though..(she's the oldest member of the first NIFT of India, supposedly.)
Our classrooms are pretty okay..although I could write a book on "Why i hate staying at the hostel!".
I met pretty nice people..ofcourse I'm intimidated by their looks..Most of them look like Super-models in making..More than designers in making!
Its hard to make friends for me now..I dunnoo..I find it pretty weird to go up to someone and talk to them.Whereas I see kids who run to people and make instant converstaions.It kinda kills my 'normal' attitude.
Infact,I never really had a problem with mingling with people.Anyway..I hope this friction between me and people decreases..or w/e.
Here are a few pics I took..Came home to meet my doctor.My condition seemed worse..so ran home.:)
1-the cat which jumped into my room.:)
2-The new building.
3-the guys who ragged me and a few friends..
They were jamming and we went in and they ragged us..Can't believe I danced and sang in this pathetic condition! :P
In short..I didn't really get used to the campus.i wish I never got out of school...:(
Anyway..Jahnvi, I miss you loads.tejas, thanks a bunch for being there when I needed someone to talk to..
Shruj:you rock!Awesomest bro,friend ever!:)
Nikhil: Sulky baby!:P Im meeting you soon dude! :)
Rest of you, i miss you'll too!
Till my next post, take care.
Love,
Snigdha
I didn't have any idea how it would be, if I stayed in a hostel.Its scary and fun..First day turned out to be little weird.Most of the local kids knew each other..and I was probably the only one left out.
Yet I ventured up to talk..and break the ice.
My voice has turned hoarse due to the sudden climate change..and due to the ice-cold water I had at Jahnvi's house.
Never mind..My woes never end.
My professor is a fun being..She mingles really well and has a great way of breaking the ice with the kids..the other professor is not-so-awesome but she's a little weird though..(she's the oldest member of the first NIFT of India, supposedly.)
Our classrooms are pretty okay..although I could write a book on "Why i hate staying at the hostel!".
I met pretty nice people..ofcourse I'm intimidated by their looks..Most of them look like Super-models in making..More than designers in making!
Its hard to make friends for me now..I dunnoo..I find it pretty weird to go up to someone and talk to them.Whereas I see kids who run to people and make instant converstaions.It kinda kills my 'normal' attitude.
Infact,I never really had a problem with mingling with people.Anyway..I hope this friction between me and people decreases..or w/e.
Here are a few pics I took..Came home to meet my doctor.My condition seemed worse..so ran home.:)
1-the cat which jumped into my room.:)
2-The new building.
3-the guys who ragged me and a few friends..
They were jamming and we went in and they ragged us..Can't believe I danced and sang in this pathetic condition! :PIn short..I didn't really get used to the campus.i wish I never got out of school...:(
Anyway..Jahnvi, I miss you loads.tejas, thanks a bunch for being there when I needed someone to talk to..
Shruj:you rock!Awesomest bro,friend ever!:)
Nikhil: Sulky baby!:P Im meeting you soon dude! :)
Rest of you, i miss you'll too!
Till my next post, take care.
Love,
Snigdha
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Awesomest day ever!
The days are getting closer..Time is running..the day all of us will choose to leave our nests is coming closer...enough of the weirdness. It's time..Can't believe its running so quick!The greatest enemy..and a friend..ah whatever.
Today was one day I had a BLAST! Started off with car washing..and going for my Childhood hero's movie..:P Harry potter and the half blood prince.
Movie was fine..Dumbledore dies everyone knows..and Snape turns out to be the "HALF BLOOD PRINCE"..hey haven't you read the book?
And..apart from the yelling I got several times to put on the seat belt and sit quietly instead of jumping here and there and shuffling the songs on the i-pod..I discovered a LOT about someone who'll always seem to be the person you've known for ages..but you REALLY DON'T KNOW HIM!Anyway with all the "attitude problem disease" in the air..i really don't know how to deal with it.
If I ask a friend, he said "Why are you people behaving like KG kids?" so..I threw the patience out of the window and decided I'd never bother to deal with Attitude..:P
Ainnyway..coming back to today. Ashley and Manu came along with Nikhil..and What a day! OMG..what a day!
First movie,Then roaming.:P
We ended up eating something..and run home.On the way,Ashley(nicknamed:camel) spotted a camel..:P and we also ended up having camel rides! OMG! hahaa..me and Nik on one..and Manu and Ashley on the other.Bumpy it should be..and it was a lot more fun..cause Manu and Nik were terrified! :P
Brother and sister (nik and manu)..freaked out..but ended up loving the ride! ;)
Although,I didn't have cotton candy (which I have everytime I go to that part of the city), today was awesome.Simply because I did everything I wanted to do in a day.Go for a movie,go running in a mall from store to store,freak out at 50-60% off sales and look at people who were getting
their dead skin removed by the "kissing fish" hahaha,that was a scene worth watching..and then going back for a looooong drive to "THE PLACE YOU HAVE TO BE ON A CLOUDY DAY IN HYD"-Necklace road.
Aah.Awesome awesome.Ice-creams..Music..and lots of DRAMA.Yes, me and manu are DRAMA QUEENS! :P
For everything,Nikhil and Ashley..Thanks a ton!It was a day every girl would love to cherish..:)..Psst..is it going waay too cheesy? NEVER MIND.
You guys..are awesome :P!!!
Love all of you,
Snigdha.<3
Today was one day I had a BLAST! Started off with car washing..and going for my Childhood hero's movie..:P Harry potter and the half blood prince.
Movie was fine..Dumbledore dies everyone knows..and Snape turns out to be the "HALF BLOOD PRINCE"..hey haven't you read the book?
And..apart from the yelling I got several times to put on the seat belt and sit quietly instead of jumping here and there and shuffling the songs on the i-pod..I discovered a LOT about someone who'll always seem to be the person you've known for ages..but you REALLY DON'T KNOW HIM!Anyway with all the "attitude problem disease" in the air..i really don't know how to deal with it.
If I ask a friend, he said "Why are you people behaving like KG kids?" so..I threw the patience out of the window and decided I'd never bother to deal with Attitude..:P
Ainnyway..coming back to today. Ashley and Manu came along with Nikhil..and What a day! OMG..what a day!
First movie,Then roaming.:P
We ended up eating something..and run home.On the way,Ashley(nicknamed:camel) spotted a camel..:P and we also ended up having camel rides! OMG! hahaa..me and Nik on one..and Manu and Ashley on the other.Bumpy it should be..and it was a lot more fun..cause Manu and Nik were terrified! :P
Brother and sister (nik and manu)..freaked out..but ended up loving the ride! ;)
Although,I didn't have cotton candy (which I have everytime I go to that part of the city), today was awesome.Simply because I did everything I wanted to do in a day.Go for a movie,go running in a mall from store to store,freak out at 50-60% off sales and look at people who were getting
their dead skin removed by the "kissing fish" hahaha,that was a scene worth watching..and then going back for a looooong drive to "THE PLACE YOU HAVE TO BE ON A CLOUDY DAY IN HYD"-Necklace road.
Aah.Awesome awesome.Ice-creams..Music..and lots of DRAMA.Yes, me and manu are DRAMA QUEENS! :P
For everything,Nikhil and Ashley..Thanks a ton!It was a day every girl would love to cherish..:)..Psst..is it going waay too cheesy? NEVER MIND.
You guys..are awesome :P!!!
Love all of you,
Snigdha.<3
Friday, July 10, 2009
Confused/loner/cheater
I hate accepting I was perfectly normal,in the past few days.Loneliness can take you into a different world,where you realize there is nothing better than being a loner than stay around a mob of people who love putting enthu into your mind!I mean,I dunno how I tackle this,but it is an attitude problem.I love being a loner!I do.I hate being the one who is the joker of the group..or the one whose voice is louder than the rest,but the message is never transferred!Why do people pretend like they have golden halos on their heads,and bitch behind backs?And why are "those" people always one of your close pals?The previous two years were wrecked,all thanks to my college.And now once I'm out of college and when I'm searching for a "new life"...everybody think I'm "changing"! Yeah I am.I want to.I hate being the weird kid.I hate being the one who gets stuck in between situations always.
Why is everything around me weird?I avoid people.I hate conversing with them.I hate discussing
anything.I hate being around people.I'm loving everything I should be avoiding!
I just don like it.I am totally obsessed.Ahhh.Worst part is when "someone" is acting illogically possessive.Insecurity kills people.Bah.Please please..tell me this is a phase I'll get out of, in a few hours!
Snigdha.
Why is everything around me weird?I avoid people.I hate conversing with them.I hate discussing
anything.I hate being around people.I'm loving everything I should be avoiding!
I just don like it.I am totally obsessed.Ahhh.Worst part is when "someone" is acting illogically possessive.Insecurity kills people.Bah.Please please..tell me this is a phase I'll get out of, in a few hours!
Snigdha.
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